Precious Child

This is a song a fellow baby loss mom told me about. So heartfelt and warm. makes you cry but also smile. It's a tear-jereker for sure. John and I are doing better. We have gotten over the loss and shock of Baron, we know we will always have this bond between us and know he is with our family, friends and loved ones in the sky. We talk about him, wonder about him, weather when we see him again if he'll be the precious baby or a grown adult.

As for now, we are trying to go back to our regular lives as much as possible. I'm trying to go back to work. Hard when you're in an interview and they ask about kids and if you have any. It's hard not to tear up and tell them about what we've been going through these past months and last year.

I'm so glad I have my friends and family around to support and help us. Been a rough 4 years. We do know how strong our relationship is and it keeps getting stronger and stronger ever day!

John's birthday is coming up and we are going to celebrate it in some way that will keep us happy and smiling. We know now, never PLAN for a future, you can hope and dream but something may mess it all up and it won't come true.


Lisa